i really dont know why i felt so speechless when i saw what you wrote.Everytime i forced myself to be hating you and try not to be so foolish and childish anymore.it seems like your new life was better than before.HAHA And i think you are enjoying and i should be glad but i never feel good.Indeed im so stingy,and i couldn't endure that you were still so joyful although im not there.You never given me any words from you,perhaps you knew you will never achieve it.I never tell you anything had happended on me especially bad thing,and you thought i still treat you as a stranger.wtf sohai.I was...Grrr I got alot of things wanna shout out wanna share wanna let them off but i cant,now.And i think im so tired now.I will never drop tears for you anymore cause you never worth it.I do hope i can keep mmy promise and sure,im trying,so hard.As hard as i thought i can't.Darn.Great influence isn't it? HAHA.

Its so wrong, boy you leave me hangin' for so long,
You empty out my love until its all gone,
You change the words but still it's the same song,
I’m tired of the melody.

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
One still in love while the other ones leaving
I'm falling to pieces
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts.
We're empty.


Seven days, it feels like a year
You whisper through the line
You know I miss you like crazy
So baby can you steal a plane
A boat, the fastest train
You know it just don't feel the same when you're gone

'Cause everytime you go away
The sunshine starts to fade
Frozen by the hands of time into a
Permenant Monday
Take me back into your arms
And don't ever let me go
'Cause when I see you walk through that door
I'm not lost anymore

Damn regret, I’ll try to forget

Don’t worry about me
Cause I’m refined
Cast my line
To see what’s behind
Did you think you'd persuade me to let you go?

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Holi.day.I slept at 9o'clock and wakeup early in the morning wtf.I cant sleep although i really want to.Grrr holidays suppose to be sleeping late than usual,cause busy doing those freak stuff,dont have to worry about the time, and wake up in the afternoon the next day! Grrr skipp.
Today is Sunday.No more books to read so i just can watch the Conan :) Tomorrow,Monday have to wake up early cause i've been promise my mum that to clear away all those useless things,and tidy up my study room.Next week gotta move to somewhere else and learn Form4 Maths,from the very 1st chapter till the end of the subjects :( Grrr.
Recently im addicted to the old hits AGAIN.Pierre bought the album at 2003 but he lose it and im gonna download the whole album since i couldn't find anymore in any market.

Ah Ya I Ah Ya I Ya I Ya I Eh,im GAY and i love to ride the elephant :D




Abby :)

Labels: Abby X Smiles, Borelidays, Murmur

I didnt go to school today,again my skin problem ahahas.Early in the morning my mum fetched me went to clinic for check up again.wtf the medicine is wtfly bitter,and it GIGANTIC as mentos*split. and now when i burp i still can smell the sohai ODOR :S Tomorrow we are going to the KBU wtf i thought KDU.i intend to find my friends who study at KDU Grrr fine no more KDU :s And thursday going to HELP.By the way the GD never follow :D
Iman the Sydney Sheldon book i dah baca half Grrr.

Yellow please come to me !




Abby :)

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I cant sleep well and i woke up for this.Grrr
Tomorrow's friday will be the 2nd days that i absent this year.im not purposely skipping school lesson or what,i was really sick :S.My skin seems like sensitve but i dont know wth i ate to cause of this.Little red spot so cute and itchy.darn i think i really have to go to another clinic again,previous 1 was so useless.
I knew something new about you sohai. Before this all those awkward people that thought im the one who twisted the truth and blacken her name,but now you people knew the fact so now only satisfy and willing to trust that i wasn't lying.But i will not serve this kind of dumb anymore.PADAN MUKA.Simpleton,you deserved it.
She doesn't know what is in her mind now but maybe she's starting the revenge.



Going to finish reading the Sydney Seldon book that borrowed from iman a.s.a.p.




Abby :)

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