i really dont know why i felt so speechless when i saw what you wrote.Everytime i forced myself to be hating you and try not to be so foolish and childish anymore.it seems like your new life was better than before.HAHA And i think you are enjoying and i should be glad but i never feel good.Indeed im so stingy,and i couldn't endure that you were still so joyful although im not there.You never given me any words from you,perhaps you knew you will never achieve it.I never tell you anything had happended on me especially bad thing,and you thought i still treat you as a stranger.wtf sohai.I was...Grrr I got alot of things wanna shout out wanna share wanna let them off but i cant,now.And i think im so tired now.I will never drop tears for you anymore cause you never worth it.I do hope i can keep mmy promise and sure,im trying,so hard.As hard as i thought i can't.Darn.Great influence isn't it? HAHA.

Its so wrong, boy you leave me hangin' for so long,
You empty out my love until its all gone,
You change the words but still it's the same song,
I’m tired of the melody.

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
One still in love while the other ones leaving
I'm falling to pieces
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts.
We're empty.


Seven days, it feels like a year
You whisper through the line
You know I miss you like crazy
So baby can you steal a plane
A boat, the fastest train
You know it just don't feel the same when you're gone

'Cause everytime you go away
The sunshine starts to fade
Frozen by the hands of time into a
Permenant Monday
Take me back into your arms
And don't ever let me go
'Cause when I see you walk through that door
I'm not lost anymore

Damn regret, I’ll try to forget

Don’t worry about me
Cause I’m refined
Cast my line
To see what’s behind
Did you think you'd persuade me to let you go?

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